Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Solitude

So I have been enjoying (supposed to be enjoying) my solitude since Sunday, but I am not sure if I am enjoying...well it is good to be alone and do whatever you want. I went to bed around 3:30 am and slept until 2pm, this is crazy for me. I thought I could feel better after I sleep a lot, but I feel exhausted instead. I was not hungry but had some food, vaguely staring at TV and zoning out.
It has been a while since I got ridiculously lazy like this. Not bad...

These 6months I have been through tremendous emotional turmoil, I am getting so pessimistic again. But a part of me doesn't feel anything, sets foot on soil and drags me around to keep going forward. I am so amazed. I have never thought that I am strong this much.